Wednesday, 16 April 2008

• Time & time again.

  So I'm not realizing the real picture here.
  There were so many thing I wasn't told of...even though I'm to blame, someone else got blamed for my ridiculousness. And really, things are just so tough right now I'm not really sure whats going on.  I'm not being told what I need to be told and I don't know how much trust is thrust upon me anymore.  Do I lose everything or fix everything? I'm not too sure. 
  
  School's hectic btw. when is it not? haha. -__-;;
  
  I'm going to have tennis regionals on April 30 - May 1.
  I'll be gone to New Orleans May 8-11.
  My birthday's going to be at the end of May.
  Many graduations at the end of May. XD
  School ends May 30th, one day before my birthday.
  My brother's coming to visit at the end of May from Cali. so that means shopping! ^O^
  I'll be gone to South Dakota June 11 to June something?
  I'm going to Cali sometime after that.
  I'll be taking a summer class. for 9 weeks. bleeh.
  
  i guess its not totally hectic...but really, with my college finals and like 6 essays, student council activities, end of the year events, tennis coming to an end when i feel like it barely started, and that list up there, i feel like I'm going to die.
  I need the vacation but...I feel like when the vacation starts, I'll get emotional instead of emotionally stressed.  Which i prefer to be emotionally stressed over school then just plain emotional by worrying about side problems. seriously.  My brain is just this flabby thing in my head. Its sad. =(
  
  
  Anyways, no one visits xanga like ever anymore, how depressing. but here I am still writing blogs through the new year. I've been a xangaian(?) lol for 4 years. Back when I was in the 6th-7th grade. Isn't that crazy? I'm very shocked =]
  
  
  

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